{"id":34069,"date":"2023-08-15T01:04:17","date_gmt":"2023-08-14T23:04:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.infokuryr.cz\/n\/?p=34069"},"modified":"2023-08-14T14:08:21","modified_gmt":"2023-08-14T12:08:21","slug":"jan-campbell-%d0%bcir-a-77-a-niceho-nelituji","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.infokuryr.cz\/n\/2023\/08\/15\/jan-campbell-%d0%bcir-a-77-a-niceho-nelituji\/","title":{"rendered":"Jan Campbell: \u041c\u00edr a 77, a ni\u010deho nelituji"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Dnes, v\u00a0ned\u011bli, b\u011bhem jednoho z\u00a0mnoha zamy\u0161len\u00ed nad ilustracemi a \u0159azen\u00edm 16 \u010dl\u00e1nk\u016f na t\u00e9ma M\u00edr, napsan\u00fdch autory s\u00a0N\u011bmecka, Rakouska, Ruska, Kazachst\u00e1nu a \u010ceska, kter\u00e9 vyd\u00e1v\u00e1 v\u00a0\u010de\u0161tin\u011b a n\u011bm\u010din\u011b Pharus de Victoria (Bludenz, Rakousko) a Institut \u010desk\u00e9 levice ve form\u011b sborn\u00edku, a zamy\u0161len\u00edm nad strukturou a prologem knihy (77, a ni\u010deho nelituji, vydavatelstv\u00ed Pharus de Victoria), na kter\u00e9 pracuji v\u00a0nev\u00fdhodn\u00fdch podm\u00ednk\u00e1ch, rozhodl jsem p\u0159elo\u017eit jednu b\u00e1se\u0148 M\u00e1rio Raula De Morais Andrade (1893-1945). B\u00e1se\u0148 tohoto brazilsk\u00e9ho b\u00e1sn\u00edka, prozaika, muzikologa, historika, kritika um\u011bn\u00ed a fotografa, odr\u00e1\u017e\u00ed moji filozofii \u017eivota a pom\u011brn\u011b p\u0159esn\u011b popisuje stav aktivit, kter\u00e9 mus\u00edm z\u00a0mnoha objektivn\u00edch d\u016fvod\u016f utlumit.<\/p>\n

Andrade napsal jednu z prvn\u00edch a nejvlivn\u011bj\u0161\u00edch sb\u00edrek modern\u00ed brazilsk\u00e9 poezie Paulic\u00e9ia Desvairada<\/em> (Halucinovan\u00e9 m\u011bsto). Sb\u00edrka vy\u0161la v roce 1922 a m\u011bla zna\u010dn\u00fd vliv na modern\u00ed brazilskou literaturu. Vliv Andrade jako v\u011bdce, esejisty a pr\u016fkopn\u00edka v oboru etnomuzikologie sahal daleko za hranice Braz\u00edlie. Nev\u00edm, kolik z\u00a0jeho d\u011bl bylo p\u0159elo\u017eeno do \u010de\u0161tiny.<\/p>\n

Neautorizovan\u00fd p\u0159eklad jsem ud\u011blal pro sp\u0159\u00edzn\u011bn\u00e9 du\u0161e, \u010dten\u00e1\u0159e politicky nekorektn\u00edch m\u00e9di\u00ed a tak\u00e9 ty, kte\u0159\u00ed v \u017eivot\u011b ranili nebo zradili. A je jedno, zda zradili sami sebe, zda to byl \u010dlov\u011bk, rodn\u00e1 vlast, kultura, nebo jazyk. Mezi jazykem a hudbou Andrade rozli\u0161uje v tom smyslu, \u017ee slova se nespojuj\u00ed jako noty, ale sp\u00ed\u0161e se m\u00edchaj\u00ed dohromady a st\u00e1vaj\u00ed se nesrozumiteln\u00fdmi. Dne\u0161n\u00ed m\u00edch\u00e1n\u00ed slov a nesrozumitelnost lze nazvat \u017evan\u011bn\u00edm, bul\u0161item, kr\u00e1tce – patologi\u00ed.<\/p>\n

M\u00e1 du\u0161e sp\u011bch\u00e1<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Spo\u010d\u00edtal jsem si roky a zjistil, \u017ee mi te\u010f zb\u00fdv\u00e1 m\u00e9n\u011b \u010dasu, ne\u017e jsem \u017eil dosud. P\u0159ipad\u00e1m si jako to d\u00edt\u011b, kter\u00e9 vyhr\u00e1lo pytl\u00edk bonbon\u016f; Prvn\u00ed s chut\u00ed sn\u011bdlo, ale kdy\u017e zjistilo, \u017ee jich zbylo m\u00e1lo, za\u010dalo si je vychutn\u00e1vat do sytosti.<\/em><\/p>\n

U\u017e nem\u00e1m \u010das na nekone\u010dn\u00e9 sch\u016fzky, na kter\u00fdch prob\u00edr\u00e1me v\u0161e mo\u017en\u00e9, proto\u017ee v\u00edm, \u017ee se nic nestane. U\u017e nem\u00e1m \u010das sn\u00e1\u0161et sm\u011b\u0161n\u00e9 lidi, kte\u0159\u00ed navzdory sv\u00e9mu v\u011bku nikdy nedosp\u011bli. Nem\u00e1m \u010das diskutovat o titulech. \u00a0Chci to podstatn\u00e9, m\u00e1 du\u0161e sp\u011bch\u00e1…Chci podstatn\u00e9 bez mnoha sladkost\u00ed v balen\u00ed…<\/em><\/p>\n

Chci \u017e\u00edt s\u00a0lidmi, nebo vedle velmi lidsk\u00fdch lid\u00ed. Kte\u0159\u00ed dok\u00e1\u017eou sm\u00e1t se sv\u00fdm chyb\u00e1m, kte\u0159\u00ed nejsou je\u0161itn\u00ed na sv\u00e1 v\u00edt\u011bzstv\u00ed. Lid\u00ed, kte\u0159\u00ed se nepova\u017euj\u00ed za vyvolen\u00e9 p\u0159ed svou dobou, lid\u00ed, kte\u0159\u00ed se nesna\u017e\u00ed uniknout sv\u00e9 odpov\u011bdnosti. Hled\u00e1m lidi, kte\u0159\u00ed h\u00e1j\u00ed lidskou d\u016fstojnost, lidi, kte\u0159\u00ed cht\u011bj\u00ed st\u00e1t jen na stran\u011b pravdy a poctivosti. Proto\u017ee z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed pouze a jenom na tom, pro co stoj\u00ed (za to) \u017e\u00edt.<\/em><\/p>\n

Chci se obklopit lidmi, kte\u0159\u00ed se um\u00ed dotknout lidsk\u00fdch srdc\u00ed. Lidmi, kte\u0159\u00ed se z tvrd\u00fdch \u017eivotn\u00edch \u00fader\u016f nau\u010dili vyr\u016fstat s jemn\u00fdm dotekem v du\u0161i. Ano… sp\u011bch\u00e1m… sp\u011bch\u00e1m \u017e\u00edt s intenzitou, kterou m\u016f\u017ee d\u00e1t jen zralost. A nehodl\u00e1m promarnit zb\u00fdvaj\u00edc\u00ed sladkosti… Jsem si jist, \u017ee jsou vkusn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed a zdrav\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e v\u0161echny, kter\u00e9 jsem dosud jedl. M\u00fdm c\u00edlem je doj\u00edt ke konci spokojen a sm\u00ed\u0159en se sv\u00fdmi bl\u00edzk\u00fdmi i se sv\u00fdm sv\u011bdom\u00edm. Pro\u010d? M\u00e1me dva \u017eivoty. Ten druh\u00fd za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1, kdy\u017e si uv\u011bdom\u00edme, \u017ee m\u00e1me jenom jeden.<\/em><\/p>\n

Jeden \u017eivot a jedna l\u00e1ska<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

\u017divotn\u00ed zku\u0161enost m\u011b nau\u010dila, \u017ee jedinou l\u00e1skou, kter\u00e1 p\u0159etrv\u00e1v\u00e1, je l\u00e1ska, je\u017e se sm\u00ed\u0159ila se v\u0161\u00edm. Se v\u0161\u00edm znamen\u00e1: s ka\u017ed\u00fdm zklam\u00e1n\u00edm, s ka\u017ed\u00fdm nezdarem, s ka\u017edou ztr\u00e1tou (jak\u00e1 by nebyla) i se smutnou skute\u010dnost\u00ed, \u017ee nakonec \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e1 touha nen\u00ed tak velk\u00e1, jako touha neb\u00fdt s\u00e1m. Jeden ze sou\u010dasn\u00fdch trend\u016f p\u0159edstavuje snahu moci potla\u010dit u \u010dlov\u011bka touhu – neb\u00fdt s\u00e1m.<\/p>\n

Proto ze v\u0161eho nejd\u0159\u00edve hned po probuzen\u00ed m\u00e1m pot\u0159ebu zasm\u00e1t se! T\u00edm se nalad\u00edm na cel\u00fd den. Nejenom s\u00e1m. P\u0159edev\u0161\u00edm, kdy\u017e m\u00e1m vedle sebe milovanou \u017eenu, rodinu a skute\u010dn\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1tele. P\u0159edpokl\u00e1d\u00e1m, \u017ee mnoz\u00ed v\u011bd\u00ed, \u017ee kdy\u017e se probud\u00ed se sm\u00edchem, brzy poc\u00edt\u00ed, jak absurdn\u00ed je \u017eivot. Nic nen\u00ed v\u00e1\u017en\u00e9: Zklam\u00e1n\u00ed je sm\u011b\u0161n\u00e9, utrpen\u00ed je sm\u011b\u0161n\u00e9, dokonce ka\u017ed\u00fd z\u00a0n\u00e1s je sm\u011b\u0161n\u00fd, tak, jako jsem j\u00e1, kdy\u017e te\u010f p\u00ed\u0161i.<\/p>\n

P\u0159esto i p\u0159es tis\u00edcer\u00e9 zklam\u00e1n\u00ed v \u017eivot\u011b budu d\u00e1l v\u011b\u0159it lidem. Proto\u017ee pr\u00e1v\u011b ten nekone\u010dn\u00fd kolob\u011bh o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed, zklam\u00e1n\u00ed a sm\u00ed\u0159en\u00ed d\u011bl\u00e1 m\u011b – \u010dlov\u011bka, \u010dlov\u011bkem. A tak\u00e9 proto, \u017ee zklamat se nen\u00ed takov\u00e1 hanba jako ned\u016fv\u011b\u0159ovat. Sou\u010dasn\u00fd politicko-hospod\u00e1\u0159sk\u00fd a finan\u010dn\u00ed syst\u00e9m nut\u00ed, aby \u010dlov\u011bk ztratil (zdravou) d\u016fv\u011bru k\u00a0sob\u011b samotn\u00e9mu. To je trag\u00e9die.<\/p>\n

Abych neztr\u00e1cel nad\u011bji a d\u016fv\u011bru k\u00a0lidem, p\u0159ijal jsem ned\u00e1vno pozv\u00e1n\u00ed (Opus Dei) do chr\u00e1mu Matky Bo\u017e\u00ed p\u0159ed T\u00fdnem v bl\u00edzkosti Starom\u011bstsk\u00e9ho n\u00e1m\u011bst\u00ed. Chr\u00e1mjsem nav\u0161t\u011bvoval v\u00a0ned\u011bli jako mlad\u00fd student, kv\u016fli v\u00fdte\u010dn\u00fdm varhan\u00edm koncert\u016fm. Pozv\u00e1n\u00ed jsem p\u0159ijal, abych si potvrdil (26. \u010dervna), \u017ee existuje mal\u00e1 spole\u010dnost v\u011b\u0159\u00edc\u00edch, kter\u00e1 vychov\u00e1v\u00e1 sv\u00e9 ratolesti tak, \u017ee neru\u0161\u00ed spole\u010dnost dosp\u011bl\u00fdch, chovaj\u00ed se klidn\u011bv\u00a0ne d\u011btsk\u00e9m prost\u0159ed\u00ed kostela a p\u0159itom pozoruj\u00ed ti\u0161e ostatn\u00ed n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bvn\u00edky bohoslu\u017eby, kter\u00e9 nemohou rozum\u011bt.<\/p>\n

Takto vychov\u00e1n\u00fdm d\u011btem v\u00a0prost\u0159ed\u00ed mimo inkluzivn\u00ed vzd\u011bl\u00e1vac\u00ed syst\u00e9m s nekone\u010dn\u00fdmi reformami, nebude pozd\u011bji v\u00a0\u017eivot\u011b t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 pochopit a uv\u011bdomit si, \u017ee Spasitel nikdy nesl\u00edbil, \u017ee nebudeme m\u00edt sou\u017een\u00ed. Miluje n\u00e1s p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 mnoho, ne\u017e aby n\u00e1m zasl\u00edbil n\u011bco takov\u00e9ho, co se dnes naz\u00fdv\u00e1 \u017evan\u011bn\u00ed. Skrze sou\u017een\u00ed toti\u017e nab\u00edz\u00ed mnoho vz\u00e1cn\u00fdch lekc\u00ed, kter\u00e9 bychom se jinak nenau\u010dili. Sou\u017een\u00edm ukazuje na\u0161i pr\u00e1zdnotu a slabost, p\u0159itahuje k tr\u016fnu milosti, pro\u010di\u0161\u0165uje na\u0161e city, odstavuje n\u00e1s od tohoto sv\u011bta a p\u016fsob\u00ed v n\u00e1s touhu po nebi.<\/p>\n

Na\u0161e politick\u00e9 elity a v\u00fdkonn\u00e1 moc by nem\u011bly zapom\u00ednat, \u017ee v\u0161e ka\u017ed\u00e9mu co d\u011bl\u00e1, se vr\u00e1t\u00ed jako bumerang. Plat\u00ed to i pro \u010dlenstv\u00ed v\u00a0agresivn\u00edch spojenectv\u00edch, \u00fa\u010dast ve v\u00e1le\u010dn\u00fdch konfliktech a pokrytectv\u00ed s\u00a0ko\u0159eny v\u00a0proradnosti. Nelze zapom\u00ednat, \u017ee kdy\u017e nevinn\u00e9ho potop\u00ed\u0161, nap\u0159\u00edklad d\u011bti a d\u016fchodce, nejlep\u0161\u00ed p\u0159\u00edtel ti vraz\u00ed k\u016fl do zad! Tomu se \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 rovnov\u00e1ha.<\/p>\n

L\u00e1ska k\u00a0\u010dlov\u011bku, rodn\u00e9mu jazyku, vlasti a<\/span> \u017eivotu p\u0159edstavuje proto nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed odvahu na sv\u011bt\u011b a napov\u00edd\u00e1, \u017ee nez\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed, kam jdu, ale s k\u00fdm, a \u017ee nikdo si nezaslou\u017e\u00ed moje slzy nebo pl\u00e1\u010d. A ten kdo si je zaslou\u017e\u00ed, ten m\u011b nerozpl\u00e1\u010de. Souhlasu net\u0159eba.<\/p>\n

Jan Campbell<\/strong><\/em>
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